ytd....nv run 36 rounds..relieved yet uneasy.felt tt we shld run though it's a lot!dunno why during our trng everyone was like slacking.can see coach cannot tahan us.but he nv punish us.however he used the np as an example.he said the nps throughout the hour kept on pitching the tents and taking them down and they did many many times.then he asked why they did such boring stuffs and could find joy in doing so.yet we are doin some exciting fun stuffs,we did not seem to enjoy however felt like a torture. he said he "punish"us like suicides was a form of trng our endurance.in fact we always think tt coach jus wnts to punish us cuz we did not achieve his expectations.like the match against dunman.he had to say words like" the points lost will be the no we running sch" be4 we will really work hard.he also said if it's tt case he was a failure as he had sent the wrong msg to us, for us to do well.play the game as if it's the last.do not leave any regrets in the court even if we had to die in the game. tml match.thur another.jiayous!

omgggggg.......thinking of tml...i will not think of christmas. however i will think of 36 rounds of sch!!played with dunman on last fri....at first after third quarter the score is 53 to 18. last quarter coach says grab all the points we can get and the points we lost will hav to double.we lost by 18.so 18X2=36 rounds sch...dunno why tt day jus cant concentrate im afraid im tired of playing.even jiaqi told me she mayb will quit bball after sec4. perhaps is the geylang serai competition.3 matches a week on alternate days.somemore without yu hui.12th december.match with jurong west.we won.happy cuz shot a 3pt.14th december.match with ahmad ibrahim.lost.but satisfied cuz shot 5/7 3-pts which i normally wont even score 1!then 16th december.match with nanyang.win at first till the last 5 sec.lost by 3 pts.got 4th.a waterbottle and a medal which i think is better than the third prize- pink towels though there are two molten balls.wonder whether will die running sch halfway.last year bgals they ran 42 rounds field after a match with jurong-a tough game.after the run many got cramps.then how abt 36 rounds of sch??!!!somemore coach says whoever nv come for the trng tml,she will be out of the team!!even if she's sick she must also come!!perhaps this is the most wonderful christmas present coach givs us this year!!btw wish everyone an early merry christmas!

holi soon goin to last. goin to feel the stress. jus hope everything will b fine.getting quite emotional lately??!hw haven finish...DIE!! lols.lookin forward to christmas.cuz got presents.:)miss shiyun.dunno y! miss talkin to her on the phone for hours.thinking abt it.dunno y we can talk for so long from hw we can stretch as far as primary sch time.however feels so happy talkin abt past times with her.wed goin to hav a match.quite excited n scared 2.yuhui gg holi.yu hui may b the one i always talk to. n also cassan.always wonder why no conversation with others.no topic i guess.dunno wat to say....

hmm...always wonder why life is so miserable. why?giving in to others may not always b gd.this is how i think nowadays.do i hav any significance in others' lives.now it does not make me think so.frens??it was den i realise how i miss xiao jun, xurui,pei yun,zimin.now den i know why i dun like to go out and rather stay at home.not becuz no money.but rather left out.dunno y whenever with xiao jun they all..i feel the joy and alot to talk abt.though they make fun of me sometimes,however,i dun really feel angry but rather, happiness.yet in sec sch,i dun hav this feeling but, making me feel worthless.am i thinkin too much?i really dun hav a fren who knows me best??:(

just wait!
mwhahaha...i will b back!!!:)